I need to learn to be authentic to myself and my emotions within moments. I need to commit to my own feelings. If I’m upset I need to remain as such, if I’m sad I need to be it. I’m always pulling myself out of my feelings.
Emotions are just too inconvenient I guess.
I’M LITERALLY A PIECE OF SHIT WHEN IT COMES TO KEEPING IN TOUCH WITH PEOPLE ONLINE OKAY I STILL KNOW YOU EXIST AND I STILL LOVE YOU I JUST AM A PIECE OF SHIT OKAY